random thoughts..!!!

yun ghut ghut kr jee rha hu

har pal to ro rha hu

ankhon ki nami bhi bahar aane ko hai darti

kyuki bahar ek dard bhari hai zindagi

main jaisa tha

vaisa hi to hu

jo main pehle tha

vahi hi to hu

khushiyan baantna chahun

dard se rubaru hota jaun

krna har pal shi chahun

galtiyan pr krta jaun

firse judu

fir tootu

firse kahun

fir bhool jaun

i don't wanna be

but i'm so bad

i can't be

but still m so sad

i'm a bad guy

i know...

i'm a bad guy

i know..

zindagi ka tuk nahi

main marta koi mashook nahi

dara sehma sa..

kahin khoya sa..hu

par koi lamha nahi

main firr bhi tanha sahi..

main khushiya nahi

main dard nahi..

saagar ki bas ek boond hu

pal bhar me mit jata hu

hona na hona mera

saagar ko mera koi mehtav nahi

sachaai hai mujhse saagar hai nahi

ek dard bhara nagma

khwab tu na dagmaga

kuch lekin keh na paaun

bura ku main banta jaaun

i do the same things

i don't fly with wings

i'm in vain

i'm in pain ..again

i'm not the oldest wine

i'm not the youngest shine

can't tell , can't express

the pain in my heart can't let me rest..

all in the end

i'm just a bad guy

i'm a bad guy

bura hu to kya karun

burai to na main banna chaahun

ujaale me andhera ban ...chadta jaaun....