kahani

jaagoon kaise agar main soya nahi                      
dhundu kaise agar main khoya nahi            


rulaya bhi hasaya bhi
choota bhi mila bhi
ankhon se gira bhi
labon pe chaya bhi


agar ho ansoo ki kahani
to har pal nayi hai sunani
jo palko ke neeche bhi
ankho ko meeche bhi
ajaaye kbhi
ya peejaoon kabhi


agar ho hasi ki kahani
jaise khushbu ho ruhani
labon ko badaye bhi
gum ko chupaye bhi
ajaye kabhi
ya laaoon kabhi


ho ya ansoo ho ya hasi
maksat ho alag ya ek
chupi hoti h kahani
ek ya anek...
M<

jeelun agar to..

jee lun main ye zindagi aise hi
ya jake main marjaun kahin
kya karun main kya karun
is asmanjas se kaise ladun


khwab hai toote foote se
sapne hai roothe roothe se
inko kaise kahan sametu main
apne sapne kisiko kaise dedu main


ghataein kaisi chaa gyi
kaali ye raat jo aa gyi
waqt purana kaise laun main
khud ko khud se kaise mailaun main
yudh hi to hai  ye zindagi
ashudh hi to hai ye zindagi
har mod me
har dod me
furti kaise laun main


bavandar ko kaise suljhau main
toofano se akela kaise ladjaun main




sham purani yad karun to
ankhein bhar bhar jati hai
pal vapas lana chahun to
sansein darr darr  jati hai


sansein thi
aahein thi
khuli meri baahein thi


girti thi
mit ti thi
thi to meri zindagi


ladta raha
marta raha
gir gir par main chalta raha


fir bhi
kho gaya
main ro gya
lapata ho ke kahin kho gaya..
aur khud se ye kehta raha.......


jee lun main ye zindagi aise hi
ya jake main marjaun kahin.......kya karun ..main


kya karun....
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random thoughts..!!!

yun ghut ghut kr jee rha hu

har pal to ro rha hu

ankhon ki nami bhi bahar aane ko hai darti

kyuki bahar ek dard bhari hai zindagi

main jaisa tha

vaisa hi to hu

jo main pehle tha

vahi hi to hu

khushiyan baantna chahun

dard se rubaru hota jaun

krna har pal shi chahun

galtiyan pr krta jaun

firse judu

fir tootu

firse kahun

fir bhool jaun

i don't wanna be

but i'm so bad

i can't be

but still m so sad

i'm a bad guy

i know...

i'm a bad guy

i know..

zindagi ka tuk nahi

main marta koi mashook nahi

dara sehma sa..

kahin khoya sa..hu

par koi lamha nahi

main firr bhi tanha sahi..

main khushiya nahi

main dard nahi..

saagar ki bas ek boond hu

pal bhar me mit jata hu

hona na hona mera

saagar ko mera koi mehtav nahi

sachaai hai mujhse saagar hai nahi

ek dard bhara nagma

khwab tu na dagmaga

kuch lekin keh na paaun

bura ku main banta jaaun

i do the same things

i don't fly with wings

i'm in vain

i'm in pain ..again

i'm not the oldest wine

i'm not the youngest shine

can't tell , can't express

the pain in my heart can't let me rest..

all in the end

i'm just a bad guy

i'm a bad guy

bura hu to kya karun

burai to na main banna chaahun

ujaale me andhera ban ...chadta jaaun....

MaiN cHaL DiyA..

koi raaz to main nahi 
bas chota sa ek alfaaz hu
koi bada sa main pathar to nhi
bas thodi si ret hi to hu
jidhar lejaye hawa 
sang main chal diya
paani sang bhi beh gaya
khushbu sang mehekta chala gaya
kya mere liye andher
kya hi saver
derkha nhi kuch
socha bhi to nhi kuch


lehrate ped ki thandi pawan bankar
dhoop chupa,chaya bankar
main to chal diya


kabhi dhund bankar
kabhi nami bankar
kabhi to kisi ki kashish bankar
main chal diya


maloom nahi raste
kya hoti h manjile
main bas chal diya
main chal diya


jane kahan ...main yun chal diya


peeche chod sab kuch
wajah bhi tu na mujhse puch
jaane de..
chalne de


pal chhoot jaane de
lamhe toote hai to toot jaane de


kuch na ab sunayi diya..
bas main chal diya...
main chal diya......
M<

something 4 love..

aankhein ab tujh par ruki hai
sansein jaise ab tham chuki hai
teri khushbu mri mehek ban chuki hai
aahatein teri, mere kadam ban chuke hai
puraani yaadein ab mit chuki hai
tujhse karibiyan jo bad chuki hai
aarzoo jaise puri hone lagi hai
dil dno ke bekarar hone lage hai
tera jbse izhaar hua hai
mujhe to tabse se hi tujhse pyar hua hai..
M<